a poem written in a police cell after my arrest at Stop the Arms Fair DSEI 3/9/2019
7 a.m.
My view is different now:
an open skyful, grubby white,
a flight path, torn with roaring.
I think I’m lying
on the road to hell.
Top left, the concrete’s dark, unyielding.
Right, leaves shift and shudder high.
Seagulls loop on the wind.
Magpies jut like chimneys from a roof.
And when I close my eyes, the darkness
is a scarlet weave.
I cross my legs to still the shaking.
Constrained by pain, my body’s resisting,
my hand caught tight around the lock
I hooked inside the tube
through a case that says Calvin Klein.
From the hotel, cars free to slide away
are low on my radar as cats.
Beside me leaves scud scratchy, close and wild.
Bound together in love, the three of us don’t talk.
The kit keeps us apart,
held in Quaker silence,
in hope, patience, conviction,
in the PEACE stitched vivid on a cloth without an altar.
9 a.m.
My scalp and shoulders are pillowed now.
Under a banner linking legs on tarmac
and a scarf from a skip,
I’m lifted.
Around us, small but focused, a Meeting’s gathered.
I have no needs to meet
but smiles, a little conversation,
my father’s hand reaching down with the rest
to hold on.
And an end to this,
but not yet.
In Yemen roads are bloodied and skies
rain merchandise from merchandise.
We’re stopping the Arms Fair.
No weapons pass.
Plush and vast, the showroom space awaits unfilled
and this road is to Emmaus.
We did it.
Grandma did it.
11 a.m.
I’m shielded under pressure.
A shower sparks firework red around my boots.
The cutters burn,
the air’s industrial.
The team in black crouch, sweat and struggle,
pass surgical tools for this theatre.
It’s tough, all of it,
their challenge, ours.
As an observer starts to cry,
I smile at Leslie so he knows I’m not afraid.
My fingers, trapped, arthritic, curl stiff at the core.
The drill rattles hard.
Heat circles my hand until I’m free,
escorted to the van.
My legs fold and sway
but I hear the cheers.
Handcuffed, I smile and make a peace sign
through closing doors.


And no, I’m not from Huddersfield!
Here’s a great short film of the day from Roots of Resistance, the Quaker group – and another from Campaign Against the Arms Trade.
Brilliant. Well done and congratulations to you . In peace and solidarity. Tariq
Splendid poem, Sue. I am so glad I met you 2 years ago at the same event. sorry I had to abandon you this time, but I take courage from your words and their meaning and I will try and share your thoughts and of course the peaceful essence of your action and all those with similar ideas and messages of peace, resilience, faith and community spirit in the widest sense.
Great action from you as usual.
Thank you. I can’t join in demonstrations but try to put people who do into the light. Blessings X
Thank you Sue. A beautiful, moving poem. Expresses so much, the reality of war and protest. I’ll share it.
Lovely poem Sue, makes me feel like I am there with you. Great work!
Thank you for including us in your world. You are awesome.
Thank you for your brave action Sue and your poem. Poetry helps us look differently at the world. And so does our peace work.